Tear-Stained Journal

The Tear-Stained Journal is the fifth and final lore scrap in the Dragon Attack series.

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Tear-Stained Journal

Journal

The following text is transcribed from the Journal.

A cold, dark day in the year 4267 of the third age,

I am lost, and yet he does not look for me. I wait, oh, how I wait for you, oh Saradomin. I have been your faithful servant, and yet, here and now, where are you when I need you the most?

They’re dead. All of them. Everyone is gone. I hid beneath the rubble, trying to ignore the stench of their rotting bodies as I hid from the beasts. So much death, so much pain, and still, he does not come to save me.

Have I sinned? Have I committed some hateful act that has offended you, oh great Saradomin? Is there any act of contrition that will save me from this endless nightmare?

No.

No, you were never that sort of god, were you? Only ever your glory, not ours. We’re nothing to you, are we? Just pawns in your games? Well, I refuse to play any longer. I spit on your name. I curse your countenance. I cry out into the dark that someone makes you suffer like you have left us to suffer.

Why did I ever think you could save us?

Curse you, Saradomin.